Spatially Impaired

alwaysacutelyaware asked: appreciate the comment! so do you think that the reason your connection was the strongest when you were at your low points because both parties felt emotional? or one party felt guilty and the other sad so the emotional were on a high ya know? or what is that? because its like after i cry and cry and cry is when i really feel connected to her emotionally because she begins to feel bad and she lets herself feel for once. the shit makes nooo sense

Hey hun. After some chats with my therapist later, I realized it was because I liked being sad and he made me sad. He was a not good partner because he could only bring himself to be involved in me and my feelings after a guilt trip. He never felt bad because he made me feel bad. He felt bad after being told he should feel bad. Overall, a pretty selfish person that I’m happy to not be involved with anymore, after 2 years of miserable and a year of recovery